Funambule au ruban de nos amours... by hyneige, literature
Literature
Funambule au ruban de nos amours...
Funambule au ruban de nos amours…
Sur l’imprévisible fil
De la vie qui va et danse,
Quand nos amours sont en transe,
Je m’abreuve à ton profil.
Je suis funambule hésitant et ivre,
Où me voici d’un cauchemar étoupé
En habit-démon d’une chair coupée,
Où je traîne le pas d’un mal de vivre
En étirant le fil qui s’ensanglante
Sous mes pieds nus qui ne sont que douleur.
Tout cet état se fond, ensorceleur,
En vagues et secousses ondulantes.
Ouvrant mon crâne à la beauté du monde,
J’irradie ma pensée en queue-d’aron
Man is very different than all other beasts they say
Yes I reply, but let me count the ways
One: We are smarter
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That is it.
Man differs from the other beasts not in wisdom
Not in love, not in soul, not in goodness, not in hate
His achievements mean nothing, his works soon forgotten
Man wants food, comfort, safety, sex, family, dominance
All other creatures want these things too, but man is smarter.
Man is a very intelligence beast with all the basic drives of the howling fiend
All art, all culture, all song, all invention, all civilization
Is but the smart animal vying for food, comfort, love, sex,
I don't know
I don't know
And there is nothing I do know
Except I know
I don't know
All that I have ever done
All that I have ever thought
Has brought me to this moment
All that has ever happened to me
And all that I have ever happened to
Has brought me
Here
And I don't know where here is
She Is a Dream
She is a dream
out of fog she arrives
She sleeps forever
in fields of flowers
She is a dream I can't wake up from
She floats in the clouds
She swims in a sea of make-believe green
She floats on the river of loneliness
She glides through my thoughts
She is a dream I don't want to wake up from
She walks through ancient halls
She dangles her legs from castle walls
She has eyes on the back of her head
She wears the hat of the mirror walker
She is a dream I wish not to wake up from
She surrounds herself in web of green
She Braids my soul in her hair
She captures me with her eyes
Escape she says
A skeleton lives inside of me, and looks out over all I see...
He lives beneath my silken skin, and fears I'll let the demons in...
He has control of all I do, he'll stay alive when I am through...
He is a devil deep inside, but from his wrath I cannot hide...
He lives so close so near my soul, I'm too afraid to let him go...
And after death he shall remain, bearing what was once my name...
Upon a stone, Upon my grave, he'll take the life my saviors gave...
The one, the fiend who lives inside...
The Skeleton King, who rules my life...
You've left me here with nothing....
I close my empty hand...
The air turns into dust, the dust turns into sand...
The sand slips through my fingers trying desperately to hold...
I cannot save the pieces, and so I let them go...
I watch the grains fall down, and get caught up in the wind...
Why should I keep holding on? I know I cannot win...
I walk through the door, and my eyes meet the sign....
OUT
It says.
I smile a little to myself.
You're right. I am
OUT
And every time I walk through that door, and see that sign,
I become..... A little more....
OUT
Of the closet that has been my life. Of of the grasp of darkness. Of excuses to hide who I am.
I will not be silenced. I am a lesbian. I am in love.
I am....
OUT
The past is buried, dead and gone
Remnants of a girl I used to know....
Hearts Breaking
The tiny bubble of my world ruptures...
I look down and see the seeds of light
Being planted at my feet
A new life starts to grow
PROMISE IS MADE
Rooted deep within the earth,
So as to never be broken...
I cut the cord, and throw the rope
And now I'm out to sea....
Sitting out here, all alone
Just I, Myself, and Me...
Unsure of where I'm going
Or who I'm meant to be...
Destiny has lead me here
I've got something to do...
Not quite sure exactly what,
This life is leading to...
Do my best at staying strong,
and to myself stay true...
Floating free upon the waves ,
inside the world of dreams....
Life is slowly changing,
Ripped, dissolving at the seams...